Mack Momma/Daddy

I like flirting … whether I’m boy or girl …

I love the Art of Mack.

Now granted, my girl mack skills are not even close to where I want them … I’ve got such to learn and refine 🙂 …

But my boy-mack skills … hehehe … they are pretty good.

Why are my skills so good ? … Simply because …. I don’t care. (See boys, even you can learn something here at AmyNews.com)

In either mode … there’s absolutely no way at the current time that I’m going to do anything more than innocent flirting … and I think that is somehow conveyed … and makes me “unaccessible” to the flirtee … which for some reason must make me more interesting. Whatever. It happens.

However, on occasion, the flirting has a bit of a different edge, as there truly is … a mutual interest.

I was doing some major flirting of that type last week …

With an incredibly attractive woman. (Ask Shaft, he’s been drooling all about her for months !!)

She’s so outta my league.

But if anything … she’s been making the moves on me … asking me out for drinks, calling for advice, suggesting weekend activities she’d like to do …

I see it.

But I’m keeping it at a safe distance … though she’s fun, witty, kind and attractive … I’m at a point in my life where I have no delusions that another relationship attempt could put to rest my transsexual issues.

And accepting that is such an amazingly liberating, peaceful feeling.

Though there are a lot of things in my life that are complicated because of my transsexualism … in some very fundamental ways … accepting it has made my life so much easier.

I truly feel that accepting my transsexualism, though one of the hardest things I’ve done to date, has already considerably improved my quality of life.

Which gives me hope that as I continue with Implementation, which shows all the signs of overtaking the designation of being the hardest thing I’ve done in my life to date, my quality of life will improve even more !! 🙂