I’ve been in a pretty bad way the last week or so, Not physically. But emotionally. At first I attributed it to just the post-surgery blues, and sort of talked myself into believing that was the genesis of my melancholy, But I don’t think it was the primary reason. Instead, I think I have been…
I’m phreaking lonely and I need new acquaintances. The kind you have in real life. Ones where I don’t have to drive to another city with which to hang. I’m tired of being in the confines of my house pretending to be happy. I’ve lost interest in shopping by myself. I long for a dinner…
I’m phreaking lonely and I need new acquaintances. The kind you have in real life. Ones where I don’t have to drive to another city with which to hang. I’m tired of being in the confines of my house pretending to be happy. I’ve lost interest in shopping by myself. I long for a dinner…
My dad was never sick a day in his life until about 2 years ago … It was then that the symptons began to develop. Occassional loss of balance, tripping, choking, slurring of words … Uncharacteristic for sure, and at first, written off as … Clumsy, going down the wrong windpipe, wake up sleepyhead. But…
This weekend has been a weekend of movement … I should be exhausted … at least emotionally exhausted, But I’m not. Ex and I have been having heartful, emotional, honest conversations and discussions about Option 1 since Wednesday … And the extent of the tears this weekend … has been draining. It kills me to…