• OMG !!! Did
• OMG !!! Did any of you watch Joe Dumbass last night ?? Geez ….. “So, did you get that breast in Paris?” …… I’m still shaking my head ….. the guy is a complete dolt !! It sooo irritates me ….. guys like him can make it on a reality-tv show AND I can’t ???? Well …… my next Survivor application video is due next week ….. yep ….. I’m applying again ….. you know ….. when I applied for the first time to Survivor ….. I didn’t even have breasts …… so, so long ago ….. and still waiting …… it’s probably too late for me now anyways ….. I don’t want to be known as the “transsexual” castaway ….. so I’ve been applying in boy-mode ….. and this will be my last application being able to pull that stunt off confortably ….. but I’ll probably still apply in girl mode ….. (it’s a pain though because I’ll have to deal with the passport issue ….. yep …. you have to send a copy of your passport with your application …. cause … ya know …. you have to be ready to leave at a moment’s notice !!) ….. though not sure if I make the final rounds or anything if I’d actually go forward with it ……. because of such the loss of privacy ….. would really make the whole woodwork strategy much more difficult !! LOL ….. yeah, I know …… like I’ll even have to make that decision ! 😛
• Got in an accident last night ….. and get this ….. It wasn’t my fault …. seriously …. it wasn’t !!!! I know !!! ….. Hard to believe !!! 🙂 …… Some young man from out of town was in the “city” LOL ….. didn’t know where he was going and blasted right through a red light …… I saw it starting to happen …. so did he …. so we tried to swerve but the wet road conditions left him sliding and SMACK !!!! right into my front bumper ….. everyone was safe ….. I felt so sorry for him ….. he was such a nice, clean cut looking geek …… and he was on a date of some sorts …… anyways ….. he was apologetic ….. I was incredibly nice …. because I usually am !!!! 🙂 ….. and we all went our happy ways ….. now just gotta deal with the insurance company … which so sucks ! Though you know what was the second thing that crossed my mind??? …. (First was if everyone was okay) ….. Second, gawd …. I’m so glad I’m not in girl-mode right now !! lol
• I’m really good at what I do for a living ……… that’s not always a good feeling though.
• Okay …… here’s the financial analysis …… and I’ll detail it more later ….. but basically, as far as my facial feminization surgery goes ….. I’m going to have a scalp advance, forehead recontouring, brow shave, rhinoplasty and some lip work. Compared to Dr. Z, Dr. O will be more agressive on my forehead, less on my brow and about the same on my nose. I like Dr. O’s approach to my lip better than Dr. Z’s, though I’m not saying Dr. Z’s won’t cut it (sorry, really bad pun). Net difference between the two ….. $10,000.00. I’m very confident in both doctors. Interesting side feeling though ….. for some reason, today, I feel if I go with Dr. Z, afterwards, I’ll still be a boy, playing a girl …. but in my mind, I’ve made up the need for Dr. O so much ….. I feel if I go with Dr. O ….. that’s actually my definitive gender transition point ….. wild, huh ?? What to do …. what to do …. I’ll figure it out kids, don’t worry !! 🙂
