• Wow !! So …
• Wow !! So … you think I was a bit pissed on Friday ?? LOL Geeezzuuuzzzz Of course …. throughout the day, for the most part, I put on the good ol’ happy person face ….. and sometimes I just gotta vent …. though it seems to me to be more ladylike saying the bad word with a ‘ph’ instead of an ‘f’ (I learned that from Kate.) ….. Hey ….. Back Off ….. It’s my rationalization !!! 🙂 …… So, I’m sorry you had to witness that …. but remember ….. it fits in completely about the theme of this site ….. It’s all about me !!! ….. You dear kids, get to visit as I disclose for the most part exactly what is on my mind ….. to actually see the inner workings and dealings a transsexual manages during the course of evaluation, decision and transition along with my life in general …… so anyways ….. I almost lightened up the previous post before even publishing it ….. you see ….. when I did something I rarely do ….. read my entry before publishing ….. I found this Freudian typo …. instead of typing “I’m sick and …” ….. I had typed “I suck” on a couple of occasions …. made me laugh !! LOL I added that to the end of the post, but then removed it ….. figured I should be allowed to be angry on occasion …. though in re-reading it …. I think my last line should have been “I’m angry and I’m mad” instead of “I’m phucking pissed”, I think there would be more symmetry ….. though I’m no writer …. Sianna …. HELP !!!!!! 🙂
• Yeah …. okay …. I know you’re thinking …… Amy …… you are a Jedi …. Jedis don’t get mad like you did on Friday ….. WRONG !!!!! I’m a Jedi, not a phuc…, opps …. 🙂 …. I’m a Jedi, not a Vulcan !! ……. I can get mad, I can get angry and I can be disappointed ….. I am human …. and I do all three !! And if you bottle it all up without release, eventually you will explode …. so on occasion, I’ll do a vent …. other times …. solace comes from meditation …. regardless ….. I don’t let the anger overcome me …. I don’t let the anger guide my decisions ….. for if I did ….. well ….. you know ….
• ‘K ….. if you’re a new viewer …. please visit a few more times before deciding that I’m just crazy 🙂
• So …… I went to Chicago yesterday for a tracheal shave follow-up with Dr. Z and an indepth consultation on my facial feminization surgery plans ….. here’s the scoop …. tracheal shave, liposuction and muscle tightening in my neck area surgery went great, everything is cool ….. I am very pleased ….. he did some ultrasonic stuff for a bit to break something down …. I think some internal scar tissue or something, but honestly, I wasn’t paying attention ….. I was focusing more on the really cool, kickass equipment he has in his operating room …. anyways ….. we spent probably another 2 hours, no kidding, going over his thoughts on his recommendation for my face ….. now I have to make the decision ….. I’ll post his quote, Dr. O’s comparision analysis and my decision development in my A New Face page.
• Hey ……. check this out ….. according to the Catholic Church/Vatican ….. since I’m a transsexual ….. I can’t be a priest ….. well, that’s two strikes against me ….. since I don’t molest young boys, I can’t be a priest either ….. oh well. (Check out Caitlin’s blog for some more links and discussion.)