Wow … I’m pretty worn out.<\/p>\n
So far this week I’ve had the talk with someone new each day …<\/p>\n
Monday – Dr. 172;<\/p>\n
Tuesday – Golf Snob;<\/p>\n
Wednesday – Nickname to be assigned later;and,<\/p>\n
Thursday – Another Nickname to be assigned later.<\/p>\n
Now in many ways it’s obviously getting easier for me to talk to people …<\/p>\n
I mean, that just comes with the practice,<\/p>\n
However, anyone who I deem worthy enough to get the scoop from the mouth of the babe (ahhh, that’d be me folks),<\/p>\n
Is a person who is important to me in some way.<\/p>\n
Making,<\/p>\n
Each talk very, very stressful to me,<\/p>\n
And leading me to become one whipped, exhausted, drained chica.<\/p>\n
Add to that the extreme frustration I’m experiencing in my attempts to wrap up a few cases,<\/p>\n
Getting totally phucked over by an alleged friend who found gossiping about me behind my back more rewarding that respecting me; and,<\/p>\n
The whole ego-crushing, confidence-defusing, self-esteem-eliminating interactions I seem to have so frequently now with people and my related confusion over whether it’s caused because somehow I’m turning into a jerk, them channeling an angst riddled reaction to my transsexualism towards me with aggression, or whether it’s just some of the krap you have to put up with being a girl;<\/p>\n
And,<\/p>\n
You’ll find that the result is me sort of walking around in a fog.<\/p>\n
Oh well.<\/p>\n
I’m still smiling ! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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