{"id":843,"date":"2004-03-17T04:36:10","date_gmt":"2004-03-17T09:36:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/amynews.com\/?p=834"},"modified":"2015-10-08T17:40:32","modified_gmt":"2015-10-08T21:40:32","slug":"is-it-april-9th-yet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/amynews.com\/2004\/03\/is-it-april-9th-yet\/","title":{"rendered":"Is it April 9th Yet?"},"content":{"rendered":"
Since the beginning,<\/p>\n
I’ve been fairly methodical in evaluating and implementing my transition …<\/p>\n
(Whatever ! :P)<\/p>\n
And when approaching something in the manner that I have,<\/p>\n
I think sometimes you get overwhelmed by the mechanics of everything that needs to be accomplished …<\/p>\n
And become engrossed in the details.<\/p>\n
Unable to see the forest through the trees as a certain Jedi Master as found herself having to tell me repeatedly.<\/p>\n
Even now,<\/p>\n
I see no way I’m going to have everything done that I need to have done before April 9th …<\/p>\n
There’s just too much to do.<\/p>\n
But …<\/p>\n
Lately,<\/p>\n
For the first time …<\/p>\n
Since I started all this …<\/p>\n
Instead of utter fear, shear terror, overwhelming anguish, mindnumbing self evaluations, exhausting self re-evaluations, endless hurt and total numbness while lost in the all encompassing magnitude of what I’m doing …<\/p>\n
I realized I was phreakin’ excited about my imminent fulltimeness !!<\/p>\n
And when I say “phreakin’ excited” …<\/p>\n
I mean “PHREAKIN’ EXCITED” !!!! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
Sure, I know …<\/p>\n
I’ve still got all this stuff to do,<\/p>\n
All that has to get done first.<\/p>\n
But that’s not stopping me from wishing …<\/p>\n