I’ve been trying to get back into the routine of things the past few days, so I’ve been pushing myself. And I’m feeling the effects.<\/p>\n
I worked a full day yesterday, albeit, not high intensity. And today, I was back in court for the first time since my ffs. Count that kids … only 10 days between court appearances, as on day 11 … I was back sorta, kinda, maybe doing my thang. And I won, so that’s good. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
I’m still doing boy at work, and with the bruises that remain, the swelling and the cut across my forehead, it’s pretty apparent to all that something happened. As my forehead remains immobile, I have the perpetual look of surprise, and that’s pretty wild, freaky. I’m spinning a story, and most seem to accept, or at least not challenge its premise to my face. I sure get plenty of comments. But so far, no one has said to my face … “Dude, you look like a girl<\/i>.” Of course, that doesn’t mean they aren’t saying that behind my back. And personally, I hope they are !!<\/p>\n
Anyways … I’m tired and honestly feel like I’m in a weird place. FFS was such a big deal for me, and now that it’s over, I’m feeling something that I can’t put my finger on … Dissatisfactioooon? No, not in the least. I couldn’t be more pleased. Regret? Nope, not for a second. Depression? I don’t think so, though there’s a bit of a morosity in my demeanor. I just can’t figure it out.<\/p>\n
Maybe it’s because I’m still living a bifurcated (I love that word) life. Maybe it’s because I’m feeling an aura of indecision. Maybe it’s just because I’m tired.<\/p>\n
I just don’t know.<\/p>\n
Right now, my money is on the whole … just some emotional after-effects of surgery stuff. But whatever it is, I hope it goes away. ‘Cause it’s becoming a nuisance.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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