This weekend has been a weekend of movement …<\/p>\n
I should be exhausted … at least emotionally exhausted,<\/p>\n
But I’m not.<\/p>\n
Ex and I have been having heartful, emotional, honest conversations and discussions about Option 1 since Wednesday …<\/p>\n
And the extent of the tears this weekend … has been draining.<\/p>\n
It kills me to disappoint friends and family … to dash their hopes.<\/p>\n
Mom and Dad and I had a heartfilled, emotional, honest conversation and discussion about Option 1 today …<\/p>\n
And there were tears … it was draining.<\/p>\n
It kills me to disappoint friends and family … to dash their hopes.<\/p>\n
The selfishness of this Decision has slapped me across the face this weekend.<\/p>\n
The reality of this Decision has slapped me across the face this weekend.<\/p>\n
But throughout this very trying time …<\/p>\n
My family and friends have not disappointed me.<\/p>\n
Their love for me and their support of me remains.<\/p>\n
And after all is said and done …<\/p>\n
Right now …<\/p>\n
What am I left feeling ??<\/p>\n
Fear … total, complete fear.<\/p>\n
I’m scared.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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