Personally … I don’t think so. I don’t think I’m crazy in the least. I don’t think I’m nuts. I don’t think I’m the victim of brainwashing. I don’t think I’ve been entrenched into accepting the beliefs of a cult. I don’t think my decisions have been made because of the misdirection of some evil doing, whacko shrinks and doctors.<\/p>\n
But you know what I’m experiencing now … now that my seriousness with Option 1 is gradually being accepted ??<\/p>\n
With the exceptiooon of Shaft, my family apparently thinks I am all of the above.<\/p>\n
Because you know … it’s in my character to be rash and haste in my decisions. To fully embrance any cause or proposition that incidently meanders into my path. To leap first, look later. To do things just because I know it’ll disappoint and hurt my family and friends.<\/p>\n
Yeah, that’s me.<\/p>\n
Whatever.<\/p>\n
(I know it’s just their way of dealing, and I’m calming working with them, discussing, talking and in some cases, going along with, their thoughts and requests, but still, it amazes me how stupid I’ve suddenly become.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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