Though every time I imagine, reflect or think about an Option 3 implementation, I see nothing but sadness for myself, lost life and going through the motions …<\/p>\n
I’m finding that doing the Option 3 act lately is not nearly has difficult as it had been for me …<\/p>\n
It seems that once I Decided on Option 1, playing Option 3 got easier …<\/p>\n
I’m doing it with more enthusiasm now, people can sense it and are responding,<\/p>\n
I’m playing great ex with EX and we’re having fun …<\/p>\n
I’m flirting with women all over the place in my disarming, lack of confidence, charming sort of way …
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\nI’m laughing a great deal and am playfully feisty (ask Shaft about the Bit I did in the car on the way to lunch the other day, it’s the hardest I think I ever remember making him laugh) …<\/p>\n
And thus …<\/p>\n
A conflict has ensued and I think that has played a part in my phunkness …<\/p>\n
Because on one hand, I’m not hating, dreading playing Option 3 right now … it’s fun … it’s easy … it makes people happy … and it gives me a lot of opportunity …<\/p>\n
But on the other hand, I think I’m not hating, dreading playing Option 3 right now because … I know it’s only temporary.<\/p>\n
So there’s a part of my head that says …<\/p>\n
yo beaaattchh … see, with the right attitude, you could make Option 3 work and everyone can be happy …<\/i><\/p>\n
And there there’s another part of my head that says …<\/p>\n
yo asshole … it’s only the right attitude, because I know it’s only temporary, one can’t fake an orgasm forever …<\/i><\/p>\n
So … anyways, I just wanted to clarify that …<\/p>\n
Next episode … what role does moving away play in my phunkness?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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