Impatient ….<\/p>\n
That’s what you would have you say I am now ….. I’m ready to get things moving ….. I’m ready to transition …… and I’m feeling an odd sort of anxiety not being quite ready yet ……<\/p>\n
Even though I know what must be done<\/p>\n
It’s getting harder and harder to play the boy role ….
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\nIn fact ….. I’m starting to detest it<\/p>\n
I think that’s what is generating this odd sort of anxiety<\/p>\n
And I know it’s basically the whole gender dysphoria feeling in the first place<\/p>\n
But lately …… it’s different<\/p>\n
It’s more frustration instead of anxiety<\/p>\n
Frustration whenever I go into boy mode<\/p>\n
And my anxiety ….<\/p>\n
It’s life anxiety …. making a major decision, making huge life changes ….<\/p>\n
It’s normal to be anxious about that …….<\/p>\n
It’s not gender anxiety<\/p>\n
The gender dysphoria feels to be dissipating<\/p>\n
Which maybe …..<\/p>\n
Despite the frustration I’m feeling about having to play the boy still at times ….<\/p>\n
Is also the source for this incredible sense of contentment<\/p>\n
I am feeling<\/p>\n
Who knows<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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