{"id":308,"date":"2003-06-18T04:28:24","date_gmt":"2003-06-18T09:28:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/amynews.com\/?p=300"},"modified":"2015-10-08T17:45:11","modified_gmt":"2015-10-08T21:45:11","slug":"insomnia-part-dos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/amynews.com\/2003\/06\/insomnia-part-dos\/","title":{"rendered":"Insomnia, Part Dos"},"content":{"rendered":"
It’s 4:00 AM … apparently one of the downsides of starting to feel better is that the dreaded insomnia returns !! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
I’ve been up since 2:30 AM … knocked out a few e-mails … caught up on some of the overanalyzed Laci Peterson case … watched a couple infomercials … there really is little on the tube in the middle of the night sometimes … so I started up my Bummed<\/i> playlist and listened to some tunes …<\/p>\n
I wouldn’t necessarily say I meet the strict definition of bummed out, but I’m in a mood … kinda a cross between loneliness from relfecting on a life I don’t have, sadness over leaving a life that had a lot of things I liked, stress with the mechanics of coordinating implementation logistics, and shear terror when acknowledging what I’m doing …. flavor that with a dash of day to day demands and ….<\/p>\n
Hmmm, no wonder I can’t sleep ! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
But though I know it’s just starting … and early in the game … still …. no regrets ! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n