Middle of the Night Thoughts

Hehe

Two o’clock in the morning … and I’m awake. Figured I’d be, as a consequence of being in court all day and outta town, I totally forgot to take my second hit of spiro until I got home … which as we now know, and I’ve finally gotten through my thick skull, causes that insomnia situation for me … hmmm, maybe I should just take the full 200mg at the same time in the AM like others have said … I can’t wait until those marbles are gone …

Anyways … what should I talk about ??

My local support system has come through for me the past couple of days ! Yay support system !! hehe Since my puppy passed away, I’ve quickly regressed to my previous mode of unbalanced life … I work and just don’t go home … I’ve been going to work before 7:00 a.m. and not returning until 9:00 p.m. or later most nights … no biggee … let’s me distract myself … but Monday morning I was feeling a bit blah … not a significant blah … I just missed my support system … but my 2-person support team came through with flying colors … ’cause though I didn’t say a thing … Shaft stepped up to the plate and has made me laugh my butt off so hard this week, I’ve almost wet myself … and Singer did what she always does best, said amazing things to make me feel like I’m a better person than I really am … thanks you two ! 🙂

Some dweeby, slow serving teenage boy working the drive-thru read me over the weekend at Burger King … so pissed me off … I’m not saying I don’t get read … ’cause I do … just pulling numbers outta my butt … I figure I’ve got about a 90% passing rate right now … which doesn’t mean to me that 90% of the time I go out, no one reads me … but instead, I view it as every time I go out, 1 out of 10 people I encounter will read me … teenage girls are the worst, they can sense it, I swear … women in general are probably second … I’ve sensed it from little kids staring at me from a distance too … but generally speaking, short duration exchanges with guys in non-bar/pick-up situations are like usually not a big deal for me … but this dweeb-butt said “sir” … unfortunately, I couldn’t even give him a proper Amy-snear because it didn’t even dawn on me what he said that until about 5 minutes later and I was long gone by then !! lol

Did I tell you I got my eyebrows waxed last week? So cool ! I’ll never do it any other way now !! 🙂 After my brow shave and burring, I’ll have them shaped some more and I’m actually going to get them tinted … the blonde eyebrows just aren’t very noticeable.

Speaking of last week … I’ve been working and working like a madwoman on my voice as of late … a practicing machine !! 🙂 … I think it still sucks, but it’s sucking less … anyways … I was in court to make an easy, losing argument trying to avoid a bench warrant from being issued for my client (he didn’t show up to court) … usually it’s such a losing argument, it’s not even made, it’s just consented to by counsel, but I had time to kill and figured I’d give it a run, I thought I had come up with a spin the judge might bite on …. so my case is called and I walk up to the podium mic and say … “Good morning your” … Eeek !!!! Somehow my voice came out in Amy voice !! LOL … I quickly cleared my throat and was just praying I hadn’t dorked anything up in my throat so that I couldn’t get boy voice back right away … while the bailiff, judge, court reporter and deputy on duty, who I obviously all know … looked at me and laughed … meant nothing really, they just thought it was funny, but it was kinda cool hearing my voice in a courtroom !

Oh … and I lost my argument … a bench warrant was issued !! 🙂

Well … it’s almost 4:00 a.m. … guess I’ll try to get some sleep again … I’ll do a real post later … we’ve got to decide what to do with my lips !! 🙂