I was at the office last night until after 11:00 pm, a comfy 17 hour day …
I’ve got to be in two courts at the same place in less that 55 minutes …
The courts are a 30 minute drive apart …
But what am I doing ?
I’m sitting here …
Needing yet to get ready …
Reading my Field Correspondents sites.
Exhaustion, avoidance or disinterest with my job?
I don’t know.
All I know is that I better get going …
Move Amy. Go.
So, last Wednesday night was the end of the bowling season, The date which had been set in my mind as the end of my day as boy. Now, work and commitment to family has meant it wasn’t completely my last day as a boy, Around everyone. But it was, My last day as boy…
It’s interesting … the emotions and cycles that you go through in this journey of realization and self-acceptance … I remember to this day where I was when I accepted that I was a transsexual … October 2000 (sorry, I can’t remember the day, just the where 🙂 ). And over the succeeding years ……
Wow …. I don’t even know if I want to jinx myself by telling you what a great day I’ve had …. my 40th birthday has set such an amazing precedent for the rest of this life-decade to follow ….. oh well …. y’all deserve to know !!! 🙂 So here’s all the great things…
Go to Skylark’s post and read.
Hey! 🙂 If it applies to you … In your neck of the world. Don’t forget to set your clock ahead one hour, For Daylight Savings Time.
Ugh … I am soooooo sick it’s borderline unbearable, Though I have no clue what is actually wrong with me. I’d say maybe I noticed some minor indicators of sickness a few days ago … But early Sunday morning, Around 3:00 am or so … It hit me full force. Every 15 minutes to 30…
well, i got the groceries and did the dishes…
and i wrote the screenplay…
it’s um…
well, it has its comic moments,
but it gets deadly serious
and “quentin tarentino” violent in parts…
the idea has been on my mind for several months,
but my resentment needed time
(and another set of circumstances)
to fester adequately…
& you’ll probably notice i was listening to
sheryl crow while i wrote…
As if there’s any question …
Start writing the next screenplay !!
(Not knowing anything about the next screenplay, I like Another Set of Circumstances just ’cause I like the word circumstances.) 🙂
meanwhile,
i have to get some groceries,
do some dishes
and some laundry,
mow the lawn
(after borrowing a mower)
vacuum the crud from the carpet,
put a new toilet seat on,
figure out
1. how i’m going to pay my property tax,
(after three years)
2. how to get rid of the termites,
3. how to pay more bills than i have money for,
AAAAAANNNNNNNDDDD
i have to write a good part
for Shawna in the next screenplay
–two titles fighting for recognition are
“another set of circumstances”
&
“the bluest sky you’ve ever seen”
so what do i do?
blog and comment…
“The word ‘go’ defines us now!”
“On justice, as on friendship,
there is no price tag.
However,
there are established credit limits.”