I was laying down to go to bed last night and noticed something for the first time …..
I’m really soft !
I think it’s a by-product of the last hit of changes I received from the hormones ….. the same ones that created my boob problem ….. it seems to have also reached the critical change mass point for my body softness ……
I’m saying this for two reasons …..
One, time factor for others to pace …. I’ve been on hormones 14 months now, log that, body softness reached at 14 months ….. and
Two, the whole hormone experience has been part of my own personal real life test …. how I evaluate if I want to proceed further ….. so as I was laying there, and as my legs were touching one another in my curled up position …… and I had to admit to myself that this body I now have would feel like a girl’s if touched or held by someone else …..
I asked myself the same thing I have at each step in the process …..
Does this feel weird? Does this feel unnatural? Does this feel distasteful?
Hmmmm …… nope, it definitely feels different, but actually feels right.
Check that one off.