It’s almost time
Impatient ….
That’s what you would have you say I am now ….. I’m ready to get things moving ….. I’m ready to transition …… and I’m feeling an odd sort of anxiety not being quite ready yet ……
Even though I know what must be done
It’s getting harder and harder to play the boy role ….
In fact ….. I’m starting to detest it
I think that’s what is generating this odd sort of anxiety
And I know it’s basically the whole gender dysphoria feeling in the first place
But lately …… it’s different
It’s more frustration instead of anxiety
Frustration whenever I go into boy mode
And my anxiety ….
It’s life anxiety …. making a major decision, making huge life changes ….
It’s normal to be anxious about that …….
It’s not gender anxiety
The gender dysphoria feels to be dissipating
Which maybe …..
Despite the frustration I’m feeling about having to play the boy still at times ….
Is also the source for this incredible sense of contentment
I am feeling
Who knows
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